Things-
Are going jolly-well.. somewhat.
Loves each other deeply, but when we fight its scary.
maan... i hate fighting.. really... but sometimes, he just feels like hazel..
the times we had, fighting and fighting and fighting...
I dont know how to solve this problem anymore..
 my love will never fade.
 i want to be with you till im old.
 i want us to live.
 to have our own family, to have everything and everyone i love around me.
 i dont want you to go. EVER. so dont leave me.

 i want to stop all the bad things that had happened.
 Please... help me stop...

Its been quite some time since i blogged, and i know, at such an hour.
Today, i went to woodlands to find hubby and met up with fg someway or another. ;)
Had quite alot of fun today...
imissedthetimesweplayed.{such a game}


Well, Gonna get busy eug for the next one week.
A hell-packed load of schedule for ya'.

Ryodo just introduced me such a great offer (yet again! expect no less from my manager/producer/hahahaha!!)
He just offered me to sing and compose song lyrics yet again..
1st track, his song.
2nd track, my song.
3rd track, instrumental.
hoping it'd sell out.

not really.. sell. haha.
Well. songs composed by him, lyrics will be changed accordingly.
i suck like nuts in music composition, mainly because i DONT PLAY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS.

Its time to talk about rubbish now.


FRIENDS~

they say, u'll find true friends in secondary school.
Most of them are actually from there. Well, when i think back, i feel .. i haven't found my 'friend'.
sorry to say but yes. i have good friends, best friends, but i want a true friend..
I've only had a friend like that once.. i share everything with her. everything..
All my wishes. all my dreams.
I've cried for her, she cried for me.
We fight sometimes and hate each other.
But we'd make up at the end.

I've told her the silliest of things sometimes.
Even stuff like 'sometimes i want to *inserts something stupid here*'
she accepts everything, me speaking rubbish sometimes..
Im guessing i have no choice but to move on.

Maybe cos'.. i dont mix with girls that much anymore ? *except for those in school.*
i have a bf. but it aint gonna satisfy my mission in life.
hah, but i realised one thing i came across in fb, some of my 'friends' profiles..

" Want to know who ur true friends are? Fxck up and see who remains "

i think it is VERY TRUE. so goddamn true.


Well. Im so happy to see my baby sister Charlene again.
She's super cute.. i carried her and she screamed like for 5 minutes the other day..

sometimes i feel like screaming because im so angry.

But, at the end, u're the one whom made me happier.

When i looked at u, when our eyes met, from that day on, i felt we're gonna be together for a lifetime.

Do you remember the first time we met?

its such a happy moment for me whenever i think back, they're such precious memories i dont wanna EVER forget... :D

I, woke up in the sleeping bag, looking at you. blushed. flushed. flurried. Shy.

You, looked at me, looking at a crazy woman. blur. unsure. nervous. Shy.

You liked me before we met.

I wasn't sure and decided to give you a chance.

You were shy.

I opened you up.

We matched.

We really matched..

Violence & Peace

Open & Closed

Similarities? Many my dear,

Love Arts. Loves the other partner deeply. Committed. Faithfulness. Many Many...

The first ever promise we made.

" You wanna be with me huh? then promise me something, promise that no matter what, you'll be honest. you'll tell me everything. "

" Yes, i promise."

Its just a penny for my thoughts.
a 36-minute post.

***Will be shifting Tagbox to the front. Since pple cant see...***

comment?

& I'm done for the day; ♥EugeniaC.Tenshix3cle

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