today went to collect my glasses.
Nothing much really.
Ate swensens @ parkway today with dad , grandma and sis.
had a fight with my sis over the phone -.-..
yeah.. nothing much.
ytd went out with cle, cs, mk, stephanie ( cle's classmate ) . herman came out later for dinner haas..

didnt blog for a few weeks i guess.
tmr hazel's coming over for singing practice.
decided to sing kono yono shirushi by BoA maybe ?
yeah im having abit of a mix up with songs now..

having a big big big big hangover now. ( no its not beer or drinking. its my head and heart. )






what if u loved someone too much.
love becomes obsessiveness ..
obsessiveness becomes ignorance..
ignorance becomes silent..
silence becomes grudge..
grudge becomes hate..
hate becomes nothing.
and nothing is just a form .. its nothing .
Emptiness .
Do u want emptiness in u eug?
a world where feelings this word, does not exist.

holding something too tight .
i guess.

dont wish to be bounded by unhappiness again..
just like what happened years and months back .
way before i met you
my life was just as well as downhill..
which i thought i had no point to carry on in my life.
i thought what for am i living.
until i realised yesterday .

" Everyone in the family helps a baby to be born .
Everyone who helped will want to bless the baby
a good life , happiness and health. Thats why ..
we should thank the world and be grateful that
we're born in this world. unlike some children
who never got to see the world ..
Be lucky that u're alive. "

it made it seem u're my everyday water..
i lost all my senses when im out in the woods.


i felt ..

unloved by you

Labels: a breath of my relief as i wrote everything down like this

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& I'm done for the day; ♥EugeniaC.Tenshix3cle

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