my head's in a mess and i feel like breaking down .

talked to cs , mk , hazel ytd night.
cried till my eyes popped ! @_@
used 30 tissue paper ( yes i counted )

played OPQ with Acryl ( Acrylic Paint , WenWen ) till 4am+

slept .

woke up @ 11am.
Looked at phone .
sms-ed herman and told him stuff.
he said he's coming over.

Hazel arriving soon .
Herman too , after lunch.

going out with newb to Tampines this thursday ..
{ want to ask herman to come along . }

My life from today till sunday will be a miserable one..
thats why im finding things to do , to keep me occupied.
please do not get the wrong idea..

i have no mood for anything .
even so, i cant rot at home and do nothing all day , thats self - pity .

so i decided to take initiative..
This Saturday maybe going to cosplay event, either TGX or was that mascot thing. imma not really sure ..

I didnt want you to leave me.
I hope what u said is true.
Althou MK said there are chances of the bad..
Cs said i must prepare myself for the worst and best.
But honestly,
i dont know if i am even prepared.
this morning i woke up feeling unreal.
if this goes on, i wont be prepared..
if this goes on ..





i missed u so much last night till i nearly called Acryl , hubby.
i had so many hopes up to see-ing ur sms this morning.. but its ok, at least i received one at night
all i wish now is to have a happy ending..
when sunday comes, we will be back together again ..
and this time stronger..
sharing each other more memories again..











reading archives one by one.
from 23rd December onwards..
Life changed alot cause of you.
you changed me and i want to change more too..

This sadness will prevail if i continue like this.
Hey .. i dont mind.. i'll still be waiting.


If not.. i wont believe this thing called 'love' again.

Labels: ♡can i ever find what im looking for again?♡

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