Monday, February 2, 2009
3:55 PM
30th Jan 2009
i didnt care about yesterdaysthe days just went on as always i didnt ask a single questionwith none of that in my mind { ihadquestions,ijustdidntaskanymore } / / *i wondered one day as i grew olderwhy am i here, why do i shut my door closed .i suddenly feel that i dont belong here , there , anywhere .i start asking questions and wonder to myself ... { whereishome } / / *i started feeling sad, scared and angryi still didnt care about yesterdaybut i care about now and tommorrowi start to hang at the edge of the cliff. { someonesaveme... } / / * wishing for a better tomorrow everyday ....but...when will that come true ? until the bird is free from her cage ... { wishingdoesnothing,actiondoessomething } / / *とびらの、とびらの、とびらの小さな鳥tobira no, tobira no, tobira no chiisana torifly, fly, fly little birdhopingtoflyfarfarawaywithyouforevereternitywithnothingtohidebeinglightagainSADLY i cudnt blog for quite awhile AGAIN .due to some stupid thing ( guess what ? )my stepmum ,in the end she keep asking me apologise when i dont tink i did anything wrong !went thru the old pictures in sharing folders ..they did hold many memories , thou many i wud wish to forget.-paste pictures here-ahya , amanda helped me with my art t'day :Dquite happy and managed to get it done with amanda's help !hope i can online soon , i will have lots of things to write about ,wishing everyone the best .hoping that i'll be able to pull through this again .go eug ! . go go ..***************** * * * * * *system * * ******** * * * * * * * * *shutdown * * ****************************... mienai... honto no kimochi itamashiku... anotoki kimochi warui*... 見えない... 本当の気持痛ましく... あの時気持悪い*... 我看不到... 真的感觉到很痛苦的... 那时心情很苦*... i cant see... i am really sad... at that time the feelings were very bad`` NEXT DAY -31st Jan 2009
Happy Birthday My Best Friend, Hazel You'll forever be one and i'll always hope that our relationship can stay the same . Stay happy, cheery, carefree & be urself all the time . Your Eug here supports u in whatever u do Just as long as its nothing bad . And Eug needs this friend called Hazel Ng Wan Qing alot . Without her she'll turn bad like a rotten apple. Another year older, another year close to NC16 movies :P BE HAPPY HAZEL DEARIE, ITS UR DAY IN A FEW DAYS TIME !
last day of January ! haha , ytd emo-ed . Today went to Hazel's birthday !had alot of fun ^^ and alot of bad thing happened ._.GOOD THINGS:-Hazel turned 15 , and yet im still 14 :D see , i still younger! BAD THINGS: -found out that the steamboat guild buffet, not alot of people can make it . ( partly due to either no money or busy working )i shall start from the top about what happened @ Hazel's party ._.finished tuition @ 3pm .went to find Sam at kembangan MRT station .went to VivoCity to buy Hazel's present { domo-kun }Went back to Tampines at 4pm .Reached and met up with her @ 4.30pm.bla bla bla, reached her condo liao .not bad quite fun ( leg pain )hmm, then went to play at BBQ pit .played this game called KING .so stupid sia this game =.=7 of us were playing this game .There are 6 numbers and 1 King number .the Person who gets hold of the KING will get to call out a number & command the person .i was on the phone with Elite kor .suddenly hor =.= i was telling him " why i never kena . i wan kena then do forfeit. "how the hell i know, next round i kena commanded =.= .They mixed.....TOMATO SAUCE, THOUSAND ISLAND SAUCE, VINEGAR, CHILLI SAUCE, OIL, CURRY, SPRITE AND COKE with VEGETABLE, BEE HOON AND PORK .and i had to eat them =w= ...i ran away ~they chased after me ~Rachel Tan said ." put inside ur t shirt ! put at ur breasts " LOLOLOL .cause i kept running =w=;;run liao. Stephanie Chua grab my stomach .Amy grab the food.Hazel grab my leg.Shannen just run .Samantha grab hand i tink .alot more la LOL.2 boys take camera....they took video of the 1 hour raping scene =w=my hair really like just kena rape lidat.then sweat like shiiet =w= ..thats the only thing i can rmb LOL.then next turn i KING SIA :Dso when i KING, i call number then call dao Suzu-chan .__.then ask her sing sch song :D see i so kind .something like that ;Othats it XD
`` NEXT DAY
1st Feb 2009
 heh , cs de stupid stupid stupid glitch -____- only this morning 2nd feb then i got to know, si bei fk up . end up they say got server check @ 10.30am in the morning . then they remove the stupid glitch zz
song bo, u earn money we never earn lor -_- thanks to Jen, we got the glitch . end up kenot use ,
THANKS JENSON :D
anyway, CS bought for dear the Gene bk 3 . end up fail .__. if not can 1HKO skele =3= ;
kk ~ i go maple liao .
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* HAHAHAHA FINALLY CAN USE COMP.
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& I'm done for the day; ♥EugeniaC.Tenshix3cle
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