Monday, October 20, 2008
2:09 PM
-3- ; eug is back WOO .
CURRENTLY LISTENING : konayuki .
to the male lead of the storybook picture. if u are reading this . i dont suggest u to read the ones in purple TEXT. i know i MAY get into trouble for writing that . but its only because i've been tolerating too long with what she had said. i DONT CARE about how she feels now. im done, im not over, i wont stop and i wont feel guilty. xoxo.
FEMALE LEAD. erm.. to the certain someone ; if u tink im referring to u . u TINK too much . -.- done with love then done with love lah. i dunwan read oso not referring to ur blog . FYI . those people who know me dont think i am childish . this proves that DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS' BLOG :D EASY as PIE . if u dont like me, read my blog for what? its a FREE country . i wan read and WRITE whatever i want . oh and lemme PIN POINT THIS OUT . whatever i am saying EVEN IF IT IS refering u . I DONT CARE IF ITS GONNA AFFECT YOU oOoOoH . burn me OFF that picture of YOURS ? i already ERASED myself off LONG LONG LONG AGO . o-please. as if anyone wants to snatch ur beloved.
let me tell YOU. im not a PRINCESS like YOU . OOPS ~ =P
MALE LEAD & CO-MALE ACTOR . i may have loved once before. from the way i see it now , i find it senseless and pointless already .. deep down inside i still do . However u're just something i can NEVER gain myself. thru all the heartaches i've suffered and is suffering . For now i just need the support from all my friends. I try not to put a fake smile in front of you. i avoid eye contact because i feel like such a sucker. feeling nothing but heartaches.. its just a mere something . however if u ask me to stop gaming because u dont like it .. its my own way to forget . because i stil feel that WHATEVER had happened is still a dream . im sorry . really very sorry . i've let TWO people down. im sorry . im no longer anythin to u, neither are you ( trying to ) thanks for trying very hard the past months . its just something that all of us have to overcome . IM SORRY THAT I HAD TO BE HARSH . just to say i HAD to be harsh . im really VERY sorry .
' goodgame eug ... goodgame... '
well . today as usual , quite calming . HOWEVER ....
my ulcer has made me NOT EAT ANYTHING ): two ulcers . one top one bottom . same side T.T
as i told ELINA this morning . " i got a feeling today is gonne be a very funny day ."
thou the day hasnt ended . (: i still find it a fun day . however nearly fought with Tanisha over my stubborness. hais. talked to OSCAR till about 1.30am LOL. practically we stoned for 1 hour ++ x.x
lets see what happened today . sec 3s went picnic . then suddenly rain LMAOS . so they're like drenched i guess . tomorrow's the Sec 2s turn .
well .. Today in class, had a load of laughter with HAZEL . fought over Acapella and in the IT room for survey . sorry lor. i make so much noise. then later, went bck to classroom then suddenly someone suggested to Take a picture with the whole class 202. will be posting it here again tonight :D thus........... Hazel said she gg with to Amy PP. then that XH promised to meet me today . guess not meeting liao . abit lazy . This Friday duno wan meet Oscar or meet Amy they all . OSCAR is go Vivo . Amy is Tampines . sianszxc . then need confirm asap summore . grrrrr.... well . today overall . turns out as fun as a day it is lorh (:
P.S. that Oscar's blog got so many words. HIS FIRST POST LIKE SO MANY THING LER XD Yan's last day of mapling is today i think . bringing my costume to school tomorrow. XD lazy to write my book already . so decided to get the comic started . Hopefully it wont end up like the others .
THIS WEEK WILL BE THE WEEK I RECIEVE MY GUITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
Amazingly, life keeps getting smoother yet complicated at the same time ..
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MAPLE NEWS . The BBQ planning for my GUILD turned out pretty well . it seems that i'll be going into something successful this time. Renovation and Affinity ROCKS . same goes to WINTERSTORY . met Twinnie ytd . thanks ahmei :D so .. Yan kept saying relax x3. played with Sp33dH3rmitz at Egg ytd . played 2 megas . XD went to meet Herman at Kembangan MRT station ytd .
thats all i tink haha.
when all hopes faded away from life- dont give up.
im afraid i still can say , i detest myself. just running from facts and reality..
comment?
& I'm done for the day; ♥EugeniaC.Tenshix3cle
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