Its something we can change ..
But we humans, dont want to accept the fact that we can change .

Sorry for not blogging but i do have alot of troubles faced now .
i just wish to rant'em here..
so sorry .
Im not being emo or anything . so yeah..

It seems everything just wants to repeat itself.
Im scared that the world that revolved once will revolve again.
I may seem like a big giant turtle with a big hard shell to protect.
deep inside this turtle, lays a very soft spot.
not alot of people can understand this "soft spot"
What happened before, what happened now.
I dont want it to repeat.
I dont ever want it to repeat.
im scared..
im scared to do anything because of the past.
I just wish that the past cud stop everything from flowing now.

- What if that someone turned into CJ ?
- I never wanted another wish , but now i just wish for PEACE.
- i dont care what others say about me , or do i?
- i dont mind what others say really.. but will they take my words in heart?
- im still young, i still have lots to learn, but i dont wanna move foward.

after what happened.. im very scared.
a close friend .
wud turn up to be like CJ in the near future.
like i said i dont like CJ however ... ( i dont like CJ to repeat =.= )

for some reason i just feel lonely like before.
Happier now . but still .

guess it cant be helped.
All good things come to an end .
All bad things continue to run free.
Now i know why the world has so many bad instead of good.
But i'll still side the good .

After what happened, i may have not learnt my lesson yet .
However i can assure, the only 3 people letting me stand and giving me hope is ..
a happy, carefree yet good friend . Hazel.
the second person is someone whom i can trust. my own grandma.
The third person shall be kept a secret till then . :P

hahas.. anyway . dont wanna talk much today althou it was fun .
for some reason, i feel happy today . yet sad at the same time .
To those whom i wanna apologise to . please, do read.
( that is if u come here lah :O )

Angela - hello (: glad to hear u're already feeling better . remember ! things come once in a lifetime, grab the chance if u tink u're correct .! :D follow ur heart, and it shall lead its' way towards victory, leading a bright light waiting for ur grand entrace . (: nice meeting u as a friend (:

Mummy - i felt guilty and from my previous post, i tink u saw.
I email-ed u already and wrote everything there . im sorry for what i did .

Someone - sorry to make u worry :P ! haha . & sorry to like . intrude u oso . D:

Hazel and Farrah - haha . sorry if i scared u two quite abit on the phone / msn D:
and hazel, what i said may be true . will confront u about it soon k.

thats about it . thanks all. :D

- currently on code geass R2 episode 11.

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