Sunday, May 18, 2008
10:58 PM
touch the hand which u left alone the last time..
Leave a smile on the person's face that u love .
Regrets are not meant to be accepted but to be corrected..
Life's just not the same without you..
You're just like a water i need everyday to survive..
and i decided, not to leave ur side ..
as i have regretted and i want to correct..
so this is the penalty i have to get . ((: ..
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To Those who want to read.. go ahead but for those who are wanting me to move on then im sorry . please skip this whole entire colourful passage..
i just cant get over him alr..
i guess i can only help myself huh.. I LOVE HIM !
to the girls/guys who tried very hard to make me happy again;;
Sorry i dissapointed all of ya..i really cant move on already .. every part of me reminds me of him.. guess i shall wait, and not disturb him for a few weeks and see if he retaliates..
Hope he notices that without me life's different.. he aint upset but i really am hurting here..
everything reminds me of him and i shall list out a few..
The pouch was his first gift to me ..
My arms when he held it tight for warmth..
My hands he held so tight as if it was his life..
My fingers which were always played..
My heart which heard ur heart beat..
My head which u always pat on..
My shoulders u always hug for..
My legs u always put ur hand there to give me warmth..
My phone u always snatched from me..
The 7-11 shop in the kembangan CC we always buy food from..
The cafe we always go and fight for food..
The comb that u combed my hair with..
My ear u always pinched..
My cheeks u always try to keep warm..
My jacket with ur scent on it..
My Music with great meanings with you in it..
Clarke Quay where we used to run for valentines day ..
Cineleisure, where we always went..
Ice Cream, where i always loved to eat it with you..
Yoshinoya, the day i fought with you..
The Escalators where i din dare to hold..
The Mrt where i hugged u in public..
The blocks downstairs where the most memorable..
Bus 72 where is towards ur place..
Tampines Interchange where we alight ..
My phone to sms you..
My everything, my whole, my life, its just filled with thoughts and care for you..
no matter where i am, where u are.. before i leave... all i want to say is i'd love you no matter where u are..
sorry CJ, boss, and the rest who tried to console me on 18th May .. cus i tried to tink all the bad things myself but all of them aint workin...
now i finally came up with an answer..
you may not love me as much as how i loved you.. but no matter, i'd continue loving u with all my heart...
no matter where i am, where u are..
i'd try my best to make u happy way afar..♥
well haha .. rara tagged me for this..
i was tagged by clara..
THE QUIZ-ZERROO
A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
yeah. like now how im feeling . guessed much ..
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To make him love me back (yeah, cant force love huh)
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
The same where i always been dreaming of . l:
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
im confused to what are my emotions now..
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
responsible, caring, shows me the same love and concern as i have (yeah, i know who's that)..loveable yet appealing..
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone is more loved.. as u know, at least u know u love someone and ur heart clearly says it all..
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
as long as i can live . (: no matter where i am, where he is.. in my heart, im his ..
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'd just give a low profile, exchange a few words and tell him to lead a happy life and continue waiting for him.. (sorry gals, i cant move on ..)
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yes, everything .
#11 is being tagged fun?
lols. somehow? makes ppl less stress and noticed. (:
#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
24 huh.. in a studio singing / hugging him so tight till his eye balls drop x) .. if not just sit in front of the computer and do graphic design..
#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
Everyone..
#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
she's a kind ; friendly person whom always comes to my place with a call " open the door !!! " haha. x)
#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor. happiness is more worth it than wealth.
#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
lie on my bed, check for smses and decides to sms anyone i can think of .. but not anymore..
the only person i smsed in the morning is ... him.
#17 would you give all in a relationship?
depends.. who that person is haha.. if i really love him, then yes.
#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll pick the one whom i have been with longer ; understands me more.
#19 what type of friends do you like?
galfrens . x3 . they're reliable when u need them as they can just appear in front of u and say hi when u're down ..
Here are the 5 lucky people who's gonna be tagged : ♥
Rachel
Jia En
Emily
Hazel
YanYing LaoPo
Farrah
Clair
comment?
& I'm done for the day; ♥EugeniaC.Tenshix3cle
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